Pain

I hurt so much inside
From all my feelings that I hide
so much pain that I can not explain
So much torment
That I can not express in a comment
Im so lost in my life
that I always turn to my knife
Its sad, But its true
That I thought I’d always be safe with you
But love is always deceiving
and deceiving breaks you down to grieving
and the grieving turns you heart to numb
Than the thought of living becomes so dumb
I cant hide this any longer
Because my sorrow is growing stronger
I don’t know how much more of this I can take
Before all of this comes crashing down and I break
I say goodbye and become one with the sun
Please forgive me for all the wrong I’ve done